Never been happier.

I remember June 26th, 2007 when I thought I was in love. November 2007 when I thought nothing could make this feeling change. I've never been so wrong!

When I had my son November 3, 2009 I fell in love! Instantly. Nothing, ever could break that.

My romantic, love life was dead. I thought going after guys would make me feel better and I may even find "the one". Then one day at church I heard this during worship.

"Why are you looking for love* Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough* To where will you go child* Tell me where will you run* To where will you run.."

It was like God was telling me to just stop.. Stop looking for love. I had it right in front of me anyways. A beautiful baby boy and God! I was only leading myself down the wrong paths. I knew that's not what God wanted for me. I knew I deserved more. I deserved REAL love.

So, I promised myself I would wait until God brought him to me. Best choice I have EVER made!!

About two months later, my now husband, started hanging out with me and my sisters and my sisters then fiance. He was really into partying, doing stupid stuff. Not really my kind of thing.. But something about him was so attractive.

He kept asking me on dates and we would hang out all the time. My son fell in love with him, which made him even more attractive.

On April 21st we officially started dating. We were amazing together. Me, my son and him were constantly together. Caleb (My now husband) took such good care of my son that he became a father figure to him. They are best friends!

We went through a lot in our first year of dating. Two engagements, breakups, fights.. I got pregnant in July and my due date was April 21st.. Funny hu? (The day we started dating the year before)

He stopped partying and doing stupid things for my son and I. He gave up being a kid to be a dad, to be in a relationship with ME!! Wow.. What a guy!!

Our daughter was born April 14th, 2011. We got married on June 4th, 2011. He joined the National Guard in December, 2011. He has had many jobs and cars in our relationship. We have been in 2 apartments and a house together.

The National Guard is the best choice for a job we could of made. We have so much more to do together, so many more life changing decisions to make..

He made the decision to stop being a child to take care of me and my child. He decided to go from job to job to support us. He decided to join the National Guard to make a better future for us 4. He grew in his faith for God through all of this. He never left me with nothing. He never cheated on me. He never treated our son different than our daughter. We saved each other.

I always see and hear about these guys treating girls wrong, with babies or not.. That just makes me even more grateful for my husband. I have NEVER met a man like him.

I know I am doing good in my life. I am so blessed for my husband and my children. I know I couldn't of gotten where I am now without listening to God.. Without opening my heart to where he wanted me to go. Caleb is my best friend, the love of my life. I thank God for him and my lovelies every single day. I will never take them for granted. God only wants what is best..